The Past and the future
My past was not pretty looking and im still strugling to find better ways to live, i was in a rotten invironment lots of years and im that kinda person that can say been there and seen it all,im glad i have my family and good friends with me who help me being focused and stay focussed on everything that is right and good to do in life

My goverment i must say, they kinda disapointed me in manny ways and thats all i can say, i love my american people and companies in the business who most definitly made me the person and upcoming pro in the biz that i am today, they teached me skillz etc people i will never forget

my future therefor will be bright, past was past and i dont look back anymore theres only one road ahead

to all people that been in shitty situations etc believe me there are always people who have it more bad then you, life is part what u make out of it and not looking back at past events is most definitly a good start
also believe in that higher being whatever the name is allah, god ..cause there is one

I cannot say how my future will be but im hard working to be a succes if god let me

im also trying to be more social...going back in society is still an issue for me but i have to and right now preparing of doing it, i dont expect people to understand but ive been in real dark days which gave me a whole different view at people and the soiety we all are living in, i living with my mom in my safe parents house but its realy time to go back , not to the invironment i was in tho, but being all self depended or how do u write in english, i can do that! i think i had enough time to recover from my burnouts etc,..time to move on, i keep yall informed, it will be a whole new life most definitly!
i have so much i must work on getting out of a rotten society, copping it and trying to rebuild a new life is not an easy thing to do, one step at the time